Bean better

This morning, as promised I got up early and made Matt pancakes.

I was so tired. And it doesn't make sense, especially after the introduction of that 2p cake, although we're restricted we ate fairly well yesterday. Less tea than usual probably. Less fruit/veg. And I think it just takes a lot of energy planning, calculating, worrying.

I had soup, again, for lunch. I'm really bored of it now! And no free work biscuits has been a challenge.

Matt had an appointment in the afternoon so I picked him up at lunchtime. But there was a talk about Cambridge University at 3pm so he went back in for that. I planned to work from home until I collected Sophie at 4.30 but ended up napping instead. It's a good job I have an understanding workplace and it's easy enough for me to make it up later! But honestly, holding down a demanding job while feeling like this all the time would be near impossible. My job isn't even active, would be a whole bunch worse if I was on my feet all day.

After I got Sophie I just laid on the sofa for an hour or so. It was really hard to get motivated to organise tea. Les couldn't face beans on toast without butter so we did a trade. He's having my last pack of instant noodles and we're having his beans.

Tea was eggy bread, beans, sausage and/or toast depending what people fancied. I forgot to take a photo but you can guess what that looked like!

I think I'm doing pretty well. I haven't had a cry at all today, or yesterday. Sophie is out playing and wants to play a board game when she gets in. I just want to go to bed!!

Sorry, this post is a bit morngy I know. The end is in sight thought. I've suggested to the kids we stay up late and have an actual midnight feast on Friday night! And my lovely friend at work has made brownies and said I can take some home for Saturday. They look amazing!

We've passed the halfway mark on the sponsorship which is fantastic. Thanks so much for all the kind words and donations. It helps for sure! But of course there's still plenty of time to donate :)

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